Several different people have asked in the last
few days what I’m hoping Pesach will bring us all this year. It’s an
interesting question, more so than I thought at first blush. Passover, of
course, is a highlight of the year for us all. Families come together. The
weather is usually dramatically improved over what it had been just weeks
earlier. As a result, the whole effort to clean out our kitchens takes on a
barely-hidden second level of meaning: yes, we are acting in accordance with
tradition and law to rid our homes of even the last consequential crumbs of
bread or any other leavened product, but we are also—and at the very same
time—cleaning out the past year and its musty, fusty residue and preparing
ourselves for a new year. Like I suppose it must also be for other Jewish
Americans, the lead-up to Pesach is also a time of reflection for me personally:
as I slowly pack away my snow boots and start trying to remember where I stored
my walking shorts last fall when it was finally too cold to wear them, I feel a
year falling away and something new dawning on the horizon. What will it bring
us? That, pace Hamlet, is the question!
It’s always the question. But how much
the more so this year with its pandemical accouterments, with its facemasks and
endless CDC guidelines, with the scramble for vaccination in full swing as the
age-limit drops and more and more of us get in line for our shots. Although we
are obviously not through the viral woods just quite yet, things are feeling
hopeful in a way they weren’t just a couple of months back. And so, as Pesach dawns, I find myself—and
here I answer the question I led off with—I feel myself suffused with a sense
of hopefulness and unanticipated optimism. I suppose readers all know the joke
about the difference between a Jewish optimist and a Jewish pessimist—the
pessimist says, “Things couldn’t get any worse,” while the optimist responds, “Of
course, they can!”—but even so, even despite our ethnic proclivity to expect disaster
around every corner (which trait some would say we have elevated to an actual
art form), I find myself hoping for the best, feeling buoyed by my hopeful sense
that the worst really is behind us and normalcy will soon return to our
beleaguered land.
The first Pesach had something of the same feel
to it.
There’s more to that thought than you might at
first think. Scripture—and this is particularly true of the Torah—is a literary
work intended to present the story of Israel’s origins to an audience eager to
learn the backstory to the great covenant that Jews in later centuries
understood to bind them to God. As such, the laws that are the stuff of the
covenant are interspersed with the narrative to create a kind of patchwork feel
to the whole. To shul-Jews who hear the Torah read aloud weekly, this
aspect of the text is so familiar as to be both unremarkable and almost
unnoticeable. And yet it is also the case, at least here and there, that the juxtaposition
of law and narrative creates a slightly misleading impression for those reading
or listening only casually. And a good
example of that has to do precisely with the first Pesach, the experience in
Egypt of which all subsequent Passovers have been the echo in history.
Set into the story of Israel’s exodus from
Egypt are all the rules that govern the paschal offering, the zevach pesach.
The rules are somehow both complicated and simple: the Israelites are to procure
a lamb or a kid on the tenth of the month, keep it safe it four days and then,
on the fourteenth of the month they are to slaughter it, paint their doorposts and
lintels with its blood, and eat it roasted with matzah and some bitter
foodstuff. Scripture then quickly, almost imperceptibly, shifts into the
future: this is not a one-time thing, it turns out, but the harbinger of a
future holiday, one the observance of which will constitute a memorial, a
festival, and a chukkat olam (i.e., a permanent statute). Furthermore,
Passover—the holiday being heralded by this, its earlier iteration—is to be not
simply “a” festival, but “the” festival of the Jewish year, the one that will,
among other things, frame permanently the relationship of Israelites to their
non-Israelite neighbors, to the citizenry of other nations, to the world
itself: liberation from bondage will henceforth be the platform upon which the
Israelite nation will stand for all time as the citizenry looks out at the world,
the foundational story of which the rest of the nation’s history will be at
least in some way derivative.
It’s a stirring passage, one known to most. But
it obscures, at least slightly, the predicament of the actual Israelites to
whom Moses is speaking. These are slaves who are being told to put their hiking
boots on and get ready their walking sticks: departure, Moses tells them
unambiguously, is imminent. Left undiscussed is how this must have played
itself out among the Israelites themselves. Again and again, God has—speaking from
their perspective—failed to get Pharaoh to grant them their freedom even for
just a few days, let alone actually to free them from bondage. And this
failure has repeated itself not once or twice, but on nine separate occasions.
(The ancient Israelites had no reason to expect specifically ten
plagues: they experienced them one by one—and each one was a failure: the wonders
and signs may have been impressive, but they were still slaves, still
not free to go, still being told to trust in the future without actually
having been made free.)
What Moses tells them is, at best, unlikely:
that God will bring yet another plague against the Egyptians and this
one actually will work. And yet they do what Moses tells them to do: unsure as
they must have been that this is going to work, having every reason to be
suspicious, knowing they’ve been told before that Pharaoh will collapse under
the weight of God’s imposing presence, they still do what they are told,
painting their doorposts with blood, readying their walking sticks and their
hiking boots, eating the meat according to their instructions…and waiting.
And then, finally, the midnight hour came. The
tenth plague was the most awful imaginable and the nation and its hard-hearted
leader could finally bear no more. The Israelites went free…but they must have
been more surprised than impressed. For us, Pesach is the festival of freedom.
But for the actual Israelites whose story rests just behind the narrative,
Pesach—the first Pesach, the one undertaken in the shadow of all those many
failed attempts to get Pharaoh to let the people go—for those people, it
must have been a festival of hope, of faith, and of courage. They had every
reason not to go along with the plan—they had, after all, been down that path
nine times in the past—but they felt themselves able to hope, to dream, to look
into the future and see freedom from the oppressive circumstances of the only
life they had ever known.
I would like to suggest we adopt that line of
thinking for this year’s celebration. I too am looking into the future this
year, thinking carefully about what may yet come in the course of the next
months. The numbers are going in the right direction. Although we are still
reeling from the loss of well over half a million of our co-citizens to this
horrific virus, including more than 3000 in Nassau County alone, the latest numbers
seem encouraging. The vaccination program, despite its chaotic start, is
working: as of this week more than a quarter of all American adults have been
vaccinated at least one time and 14% of our co-citizens have been fully
vaccinated. It’s tempting to see some light at the end of the tunnel, even
though the flip side of those statistics—that 75% of Americans have yet to get
their first shot and a full 86% have yet to receive both—is beyond sobering.
Still, Pesach is our festival of hope in the
future, of national willingness to ignore the failures of the past and feel
sanguine and optimistic about the future, of readiness to trust the leadership
of our leaders and feel secure that, at least eventually, we will leave this
state of viral bondage and become the fully free citizens of a fully immunized
nation. Hopefulness is what’s called for…and Pesach is just the right context
for the cultivation of hope. Therefore, I’m allowing myself to feel positive
and hopeful…and I invite you all to join me in embracing both those emotions.