I was a college senior in 1973 when the Yom
Kippur War broke out and I can remember all too well the shock and dismay that
permeated not only the big Jewish world out there but also my own synagogue
community and my own circle of family and friends as the first terrible days of
the war unfolded on our television screens. But as the tide turned quickly and
it became increasingly clear that Israel would yet again vanquish its enemies,
that dread lifted and was replaced—and replaced easily—by my customary confidence
in the future, by my faith in God’s watchful and protective guardianship of the
people Israel, and by my certainty that, in the end, good always wins out over
evil. If I had been temporarily uncertain, my trust in the future snapped back
into place almost instantly.
I was busy preparing myself that fall for the
entry exams you had to pass back in the day to be admitted to rabbinical school
at JTS. And my studies in the course of the rest of the year only appeared to support that
trust that sprung up so automatically for me once the tide turned and Israel’s
victory seemed certain. Indeed, the more I read to prepare for my exams, the
more certain I became that the course of the war had merely mirrored the larger
course of Jewish history. Yes, we’ve known nights of unimaginable sadness. But then
dawn breaks and the sky is filled again with light. The tide ebbs, but soon
flows back. A remnant always survives, always returns, always re-asserts its
right to chart the destiny of the Jewish people into the subsequent generation.
My father’s joke about the difference between a Jewish optimist and a Jewish
pessimist—the Jewish pessimist says, “Oy, things couldn’t get any worse,” to
which the Jewish optimist responds, “Of course, they can. And will!”—seemed
funny to me precisely because it so little mirrored how I perceived things
really to be. The arc of Jewish history, I felt certain, always bends towards
survival.
I have begun this letter a dozen different
times. My original plan was to recount my memories of the Yom Kippur War in
even more detail and then to assure you all that just as our enemies were
vanquished then, so will they also be beaten now. I know everybody wants to hear
that. And mostly I do write today to tell you all that—and not because it’s my
personal job to cheer people up, but because that conviction regarding the
inviolate destiny of Israel is too much a part of who I am to dissolve in even
seriously bad news. I am, as always, a man of faith devoted both professionally
and emotionally to the cultivation in others of the confidence in the destiny
of the Jewish people that is so foundational to my own worldview and so much a
part of who I am.
But this has been beyond challenging for me,
this whole detour into hell that we have all been experiencing over this last
week. I suppose part of that has to do with the degree to which the terrorists
have somehow turned in my mind from merely violent thugs motivated by raged-based
frustration into latter-day Nazis. And, indeed, the images and stories that
have come out from the events of this last week would earlier on have been familiar
to me only as the stuff of Shoah memoirs. But these stories, all verified and
clearly true, are not made-up or embellished. And the first-hand accounts I’ve
read—that we’ve all read—of young women being raped, of old people being
dragged from their homes and killed, of babies being slaughtered, of young
people at a desert concert being shot by the hundreds at point-blank
range—these cannot be decried as mere crimes or acts of brutality. Nor do I see
a way to explain any of this even as extreme political activism. After the
events of last weekend, the enemy has surely lost all pretense merely to be
acting forcefully to improve the lots of Gazans as the soldiers of Hamas takes their
place in the history of the world as true monsters who have done their worst to
destroy the Jewish people. Yes, I am more than aware that the Nazis were
eventually vanquished, that they lost the war, that at least some Jewish people
did end up surviving in every single country the Nazis occupied. I know all
that. And yet I feel myself seized by a sense of dread that I am not quite sure
how to justify or even explain.
Yes, the support that Israel has received—and
especially from some unexpected quarters (including especially in Europe)—has
been heartening. Even the New York Times managed to publish an editorial
that was far more supportive of Israel than that newspaper has been in a very
long time. President Biden’s and Secretary of State Blinken’s unequivocal
statements of support meant a lot to me, as I’m sure it also did to all of you.
(On the other hand, underlying all that heartening rhetoric is the certainty
that, in the end, no amount of supportive rhetoric will mean anything if it is
not accompanied by an equally solid commitment to deny Iran entry into the
nuclear club.) Still, both the President and the Secretary of State did say the
right thing and I have to give them credit for that. So did a lot of people—say
the right thing in the course of this last week, I mean—but the real test, of
course, will be to see if those lovely words are followed by action or not.
So that’s where I’ve been for most of this
last week: buoyed by confidence and seized with dread, riven and subdivided
like an actor impossibly hired to play two different roles on the same stage at
the same time. (There’s a reason they don’t save money on Broadway by doing
that: because it can’t actually be done.) But, in the end, I have to let what I
know about Jewish history guide me forward.
I wish I could promise you all that this will
somehow end well. I actually do think that, of course. But I also know that the
journey from here to there is going to be long, painful, and beyond arduous. Our
friends and family in Israel are mostly too old even for reserve duty, but
their children and grandchildren—other than the ones who are actually in the
middle of their military service—have more or less all been called up. I’ve
been speaking to friends and family all week, and the message I’ve heard over
and over has been more or less the same one: yihyeh tov, things will
work out…but the journey from here to there is going to be grueling and
challenging. And so, in the end, that is my message for all of you as well. Yihyeh
tov. This will end with a total
defeat of Hamas, with the annihilation of its stores of menacing weaponry, with
the restoration of Gaza to the actual people who live there and many of whom
(click here) would be
thrilled to live in peace with Israel and to prosper and thrive as their
neighbors’ neighbors. The Saudis will eventually joint the Abraham Accords. The
Palestinians will eventually realize that they can have their own state as soon
as they are signal their right to nationhood by signaling their readiness make
peace with making peace with the people next door. Hamas will join the Crusaders
and the Cossacks and the Nazis in the dustbin of history. And the same God who
makes peace on high will bless the world with peace as well.
And our job, as ever, is to remain staunch and steadfast in our support for the State of Israel. I can’t stress enough how important it is to write to the President and the people who represent us in Congress in support of Israel. (Click here for guidance.) We need to give as much as we can manage to the charities that support the soldiers of the IDF and the civilian population of Israel. Most of all, we need to find the courage to reconstitute our riven selves into single-minded individuals possessed of faith in the future and confidence in the IDF. As I wrote above, I feel that riven-ness too, that uncertainty, that ill ease that we’re all feeling. But I plan to devote myself in these coming days and weeks to shucking it off, to re-integrating what I believe and what I know and what I hope to create the fully confident Jewish soul that I know myself capable of becoming, the one that is reflective of the truest me there is. The task in front of us all is a daunting one. I myself am on that journey as well. But if we travel together, we’ll at least have each other for company. And we’ll surely reach our destination with our faith and our trust intact.
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