A little bit, I grew
up in the nineteenth century. Not like my grandparents, obviously, all four of
whom actually were born in the 1800s.
But even though I was born (barely) in the second half of the twentieth century,
I was brought up to revere the great authors of the previous century as the
true greats in our nation’s literary past. (I heard that, by the way, and, yes,
all babies are born barely. But that’s not what I meant…and you know it!) And
this appreciation extended beyond the well-known greats even to lesser-known
and less-appreciated authors like James Fenimore Cooper and Washington Irving.
Today forgotten by most and dramatically underappreciated in terms of their
influence on American culture as it developed during our nations tumultuous
adolescence, in their day both Fenimore Cooper and Irving were responsible for
creating the background against which the great and more famous mid-century
writers—and particularly Hawthorne, Melville, Poe, Emerson, Thoreau, and
Whitman—wrote the books that even today are considered almost canonical in
terms of their importance and influence on American culture.
I liked the books of
James Fenimore Cooper (and never quite understood Mark Twain’s almost savage dislike
of them), but I write today to remember specifically Washington Irving, a man
read these days by almost none but who was the most famous American author of
his day—and by far—and the most influential. (He was also the first important
American author to be widely read in Europe.) I was still a little boy when my
father began to read me bedtime stories taken from Irving’s great collection of
essays and stories known as The Sketch Book of Geoffrey Crayon, Gent., and then
to supplement the experience with occasional excursions to one or another of the
places mentioned in the book, mostly to the towns in the Hudson Valley that
were centers of Dutch cultural life before New Amsterdam fell to the English. I
had (and have) many favorites…but “The Legend of Sleepy Hollow” was foremost
among them. As a result, I was having nightmares about headless horsemen long
before Tim Burton got around to making his terrific movie, Sleepy Hollow, in
1999. My father was an excellent reader!
I mention that
specific story because Hoshana Rabbah, the last day of Sukkot, falls this
Sunday. And it on that specific day that the Jewish version of the headless
horseman steps onto the stage—except that he isn’t a horseman at all, just a
Jewish everyperson facing the onset of the final day of the season of
judgement. And here he is, as depicted in a Yiddish-language book of Jewish
customs published in Amsterdam in 1661.
Everybody who has
ever attended synagogue services on Rosh Hashanah or Yom Kippur knows the
best-known of all holiday prayers, Unetaneh Tokef, and its haunting refrain
according to which the heavenly court opens its proceedings on Rosh Hashanah and
remains in session until our verdicts are finally decreed and sealed on Yom
Kippur. That image—of the gates closing at the end of Yom Kippur as the
verdicts are sealed, the great Book of Life is shut closed, and the court
declared no longer to be in session—is at the core of how most think of the
day. But it wasn’t (and isn’t) the only theory regarding the way divine judgment
works. An alternate notion, less well known and far less regularly mentioned,
imagines the court closing down on Yom Kippur but the verdicts not being entirely
unalterable until the court documents recording those verdicts are sent to the
heavenly archive where such things are kept. And that process, this line of
thinking imagines, is only complete at the end of Sukkot, eleven days after Yom
Kippur.
The idea, unfamiliar
to most in our day, lingers on in at least some quarters. Among the very pious,
you can occasionally hear someone wishing a friend a guten kvittel, which
Yiddish expression references that final document that contains the verdict
decreed on Yom Kippur but not fully unalterable until formally received by the
celestial archivists and entered into the record. (The Hebrew version,
according to which one party wishes the other a petek tov, I’ve only read in
books but never actually heard anyone say out loud. Of course, I haven’t been
in Israel for Sukkot since 1983. And who knows if I was listening hard enough
back then?) And that notion—that the really real end of the season of judgement
comes on Hoshana Rabbah, as the last day of Sukkot is called—gave way in at
least some circles to the strange idea depicted in the woodcut reproduced above
according to which the way you can learn how things went when your case was
tried in the heavenly tribunal requires only that you step out into the
moonlight on the evening of Hoshana Rabbah to inspect your own shadow and to see
if your head is casting the same kind of shadow in the moonlight that the rest
of your body is. If your head is clearly sitting right there atop your
shoulders, you can expect a new year of health and success. If it isn’t there, you
should probably stop buying green bananas.
It's a very old
idea, one mentioned in passing by some of the greatest rabbis of medieval
times, including Rabbi Eleazar ben Kalonymus
of Worms, c. 1176–1238), Ramban (i.e., Rabbi
Moshe ben Naḥman, 1194–1270), and the Recanati (i.e., Rabbi
Menachem ben Benjamin Recanati, 1223–1290). The idea was clearly known to the
author of the Zohar as well, and eventually became well-enough known among
“regular” Jewish people for the author of the book of Jewish customs from which
the woodcut reproduced above comes to include it in his collection of customs.
Readers familiar with my own literary output will recognize the custom from the
opening passage of Light from Dead Stars, my second novel and the one that
begins in a sukkah on a roof in Rego Park on Hoshana Rabbah as the host’s
guests prepare to step out into the moonlight to see what the future shall
bring each of them in the year about to begin.
But there is another
way to think about the concepts of atonement and repentance and that is the one
according to which the gates of repentance are always open and it is always possible
to forestall suffering the consequences of one’s own iniquity by repenting
oneself fully of one’s sins and thus, at least theoretically, gaining
forgiveness. And that notion—according to which there is no final judgment, no
entry into the Book of Life that cannot subsequently be altered, no kvittel delivering
an unalterable verdict to the celestial archivist in charge of human history—is
also part of Jewish heritage, also a way to think about the relationship
between the deeds of human beings and the consequences of those deeds.
Interestingly, the
High Holiday prayerbook seems to have room for both approaches. Indeed, one way
to read the Machzor is as an elaborate interplay between these two ideas, the
one stressing the urgency of owning up to one’s own shortcomings without
supposing that one will always have time later on to regret one’s misdeeds and
the other imagining that the possibility of spiritual, moral, and emotional
growth remains fully present in the human breast for as long as that person
remains among the living.
And that brings us
to Hoshana Rabbah itself. The two approaches mentioned above, the one about urgent
need to seek clemency for one’s misdeeds and the other about the permanent
possibility of seeking of divine forgiveness for those same misdeeds even in
the last moment’s of one’s life, both those ideas sound right because they are
repeated so often in our prayers. But, of course, they can’t both be right!
Either the verdict is written on Rosh Hashanah, sealed on Yom Kippur and then
entered into the celestial archive on Hoshana Rabbah or the verdict remains
open to being revisited permanently should the individual in question find the
courage to acknowledge his or her wrongdoing and to resolve to sin no longer in
an act of what our sages called “complete” repentance, t’shuvah g’murah.
In my opinion,
Hoshana Rabbah, existing as it does on the cusp between those two ideas—as the
holiday season draws to a close and the rest of the year commences—is meant to
celebrate the exquisite uncertainty all thinking souls must bring to the notion
of divine justice. Are we always able to fix what we’ve broken? Is there a
statute of limitations on high that eventually concludes the chance we
originally had to make things right? Does this possibility of moral growth
continue on throughout the years and decades of life no matter how long any of
us lives? Are we ever done growing up? Or do we eventually reach the point at
which we are stuck being what we ourselves have made ourselves into? These are
the anxiety-provoking questions Hoshana Rabbah lays at our feet each year as we
try to feel good about the season now almost behind us…but without actually
having anyway to know what the Judge of all the Earth jotted down on our page
in the great Book of Life or how long we have to do anything at all about it.
If we can, that is, do anything.
Not all theological
questions need answers. Some exist to be embraced as riddles, as ambiguities,
as instances in which admitting that you don’t know is the truest version of
knowing. And that is why Hoshana Rabbah means to me. Will you step out into the
moonlight on Saturday night and see what your shadow looks like? It’s going to
be a clear night…and the moon will rise at 9:53 PM. See you there. Maybe!
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